Friday, September 08, 2006
i m feeling guilty 2dae...
dats me olrite...
grrr...
supposed to werk 2dae till 3am...
but ytd erik told me closing will b till 12 midnight onli...
haiz was so disappointed..
seriously speaking, i was looking forward to werking late...
i wanna experience it...
grr i wanna have the kick of it...
but 2pid management...
poor manager of mine...
he has been struggling to find ppl to werk till wee hrs..
onli to cancel it the very last minute..
he asked me to cum..
but i m very "pek cek"
fed up~
cuz wad the hell sia...
management very cocked up
anewae i leaving soon...
for a year plus lehdy.. still my pay not raised~
wads the point rite...
its feel like commitment not being recognized...
anywae its my first tyme not gg to werk n not giving MC
impulse.... but i m guilty 2wards my manager...
cuz i hate making empty promises..
grrrRRRrrr..
hope he understand.. realli sorry bout it ya~
i do feel bad if i cant give people what they ask for...
for eg, nisa..
sorry gerl..
i aint that type of volunteering..
i realli look up to ur spirit
i like to volunteer but onli occasionally...
n i choose what to volunteer.. (2pid aida,den y issit called volunteering, rite?)
n being ard malays.. i have a big problem wif dat..
i means LOTS of malays~~~~
haizzzz.......
mayb i like to do thinks whic i like to do...
not being force to or cuz its a resposibility...
cuz wen u r force, the result will turn bad...
do tinks where all ur heart is into...
and ur mind too...