Sunday, November 19, 2006
i m having mixed feelings...
i dunnoee...
i m confused.. theres no one to help me
i noe..
i have to help myself
if i carry on, i will b the one suffering..
why issit me??
why we start it at the 1st place even though we noe it is rong?
where does our fault lie?
i tot i make myself happier to hav ur companion..
nevertheless... i drowned myself deeper in the end
n u?
hav u spare me from all tiz??
i cant even face that person into his eyes..
yet to u its seems easy
its is so rong..
we never shud begin...
i m feeling sad n depressed..
i noe u r enjoying new tinks in ur life now ..
n here i m in the corner of darkness..
i m back to square one... except for the fact its worst..
i m jealous of u..
i lyk u n this is feelings... its so hard to get out from it...
in the end i m hurt... so hurt...
both of us are playing 2 fronts at the same tyme...
one gd n other bad..
n people surrounds us r foolss..
i will try .. my best...
"there is no one except me in my world"