Thursday, August 16, 2007
i m just being truthfull
n being truthfull isnt the wisest thing to do
especially in my case
though i finally get it off my chest, he is my bf afterall..
i told him i had fall for a guy for the past few mths
actually its more than that, oni to realize it now..
i noe i m in the wrong
how i wish i could turn back the time
its truly devastating..
why i chose this path at the first place?
why cant i retract my feelings for him?
why wasnt his answer yes; so as to give me a reason to back off..
i nid more time for the issue to be over..
n i m lucky to hav a guy to spent the rest of my life with me
despite knowing the fact that i had sumone else in my mind
we can never be. . ..
n i shud have the courage to tell him wad i m planning to do in these few mths time
what possibly could happen to us..
i wish to stop loving u more each day..
i wish to stop seeing u.. n us dating in disguise
u played ur part well..
n me too.. till now,
i dun wana describe what both of us mean to this rls..
but still, i m waiting for the definate impossible..